I'm feeling a little better this morning. My mood isn't has heavy as it was yesterday.
I'm starting to notice that I'm becoming that mean and nasty women I was 9 yrs ago back in 2005, before I lost all the weight. I'm just so unhappy with myself.
What I don't understand is why don't I do something about it? Its definitely in my head everyday and I know I will lose this weight again. What discouraging is knowing how long its going to take - if I can just get that out of my head and START - my life will start changing, my mood will be better.
This is the hardest thing I've had to do in my life!
I'm a very determined person and once I set my mind to something - I do it.
I guess I haven't set my mind to this yet because I keep falling off the wagon..