Friday, July 22, 2011

TGIF

Inspiration
I've got my eye on Cathe's Lowmax today. Its a 60min low impact high intensity step aerobics workout.  My inspiration is the 4tbs of natural peanut butter that i heated up and mixed with sugar free pancake syrup then smeared on crackers last night! I watched an episode of The Closer.  I wasn't even hungry. Those are the late night food binges that I must start focusing on.

Cravings
I mentioned in yesterdays post about the god awful cravings I've been experiencing lately....just anything fried. Well i got a piece of fried chicken yesterday and felt pretty good for the rest of the day. Never got my turkey cheeseburger though.

Work
Remember the other day when i posted about the donut maker trying to take advantage of my kindness? She was leaving me some of her donut pulls( we pull out pre-fried donuts and place them on a rack for the next day - it makes it quicker ) Well, i get to work yesterday and that donut rack was empty! I was furious! I left it empty...I said I wasn't going to do it any more and I meant it!  You see-She (donut maker) is really close with the manger and she volunteered to do paper work for the manager while the manager is on vacation. But I feel she has time to do her donut pulls because she spends 30+minutes a day chatting with everyone...yep, she that kind of a worker.
  The bottom line is its not my responsibility....its hers! She shouldn't take on more responsibility if she can't handle her own...

Thursday, July 21, 2011

Bitchy Blahs...

Actually ..its been more like one of THOSE weeks.  I have been in a very irritable mood lately! I have zero patience and things that i would normally brush off or let roll of my shoulders are pissing me off and its making me very bitchy. Everything is getting on my nerves. My car isn't running right, it acted up earlier this morning. I tend to freak out when my car acts up (as most women do). Everyone at work is pissing me off...they act so surprised when they see me decorating cakes?  Then they look at my work...i feel like im being judged and being compared to the current cake decorator who's been doing this line of work for over 20 years. 

Maybe im being to sensitive

Then there's this extremely strong urge to eat. I want to run to food. Yesterday I brought turkey tacos to work for supper and had absolutely NO interest in eating them...i wanted to pig out at the hot bar in the deli where fresh fried chicken, macaroni and cheese and mashed potatoes live. I did eat my turkey tacos but was totally pouting about it. For some reason i keep craving a cheeseburger and french fry? So here's what im thinking; for supper im going to grab some ground turkey meat, and make me a cheeseburger here...along with some baked, crunchy fries - GOT to be better then stopping off at a fast food place and scarfing down a 1000 calories of crap then feeling bad about it....., right?

I had 6 light beers Tuesday and yeah it was fun but my body reminded me of how it isn't good for you the next day.

anyways. I'm just an emotional mess right now...I must be getting close to my time of month? Good grief, sometimes i wish i was a man and didn't have to deal with all these feelings...

But on the brighter side. We got a truck today ( my car acted up on the way home from buying the truck) and I managed to get in a workout. Power hour upper body again along with abs on there.

Tuesday, July 19, 2011

Venting

Im so mad at my mom right now. She comes over to pick up her granddaughter, leaving her grandson behind -pouting. She says she can't handle both of them. I understand that but I don't think its right?  I also got into an argument with her about the food she brings over for them. All junk food, cookies, snack cakes ( little debbie's) sugary soda's, even after I told her that I don't buy a lot of those things. She told me that she thinks "I'm wrong and she doesn't agree with that"

sigh, I have to go to work now. Im tired...work is starting to get to me. Im too nice...one of the donut makers is pissing me off at the moment, she keeps leaving me some of her work. If she leaves it for me today - it won't get done...im sick of being nice about it. The other donut makers make time to do it so she should too.

anyways...taking turkey chili with me today for supper. Should be good. :) Yesterday I did an upper body workout followed by a step aerobics cardio by Cathe. Had a good sweat fest. Today was a rest day...

Monday, July 18, 2011

Im Tired of Being Tired

Well, I think the title of my post pretty much sums it up. My part time job is killing me right now. For the last three days I have been training the new closer. The manger is on her vacation, the assistant manager isn't working and won't be for another three weeks, there is NOBODY there to tell me what to do...and I kinda like it ;-)

Today I plan on doing a Cathe Friedrichs Low max premix...I will get in some upper body first though. I want to get in an hour workout...i kinda ate late last night and feel the need for some damage control.

So - we worked out the situation with watching MIL to only two days a week, then others will watch her the rest of the week. Im frustrated with my husbands siblings because none of them offer to help watch her. He has 5 other siblings...one living not to far away. ( and I really don't give a shit if they see this :) ) EVERYONE is busy these days so thats no excuse.

Thats my update

August check-in

Morning, Are you having a good day? I hope you can say 'yes I am' cause I'm always having a good day when I'm not at work....