Saturday, April 16, 2011

Up To Me & Caught on video!


I have a video of me working out on Tuesday lower in this post!


Up To Me
Guys, Ive reached bottom with my weight loss. This morning i had a ah-ha moment. The scale read 172.6 - sigh- That's 7lbs up from my lowest :(  There are a few things going on in my life and I seem to keep turning to food for satisfaction. Its such a crazy road to travel when your a food addict. The ups and downs, hills and mountains. I'm traveling up a hill right now, and I've reached the top. Now, it could easily turn into a mountain if I don't get a handle of things.

No more battling with myself for now, im exhausted! Its all so exhausting. But I've got to turn this around....and im the only person that can do it. It's 110% up to me. If there's one thing I've learn in this losing-weight-journey, its THAT!!!!  No matter how many inspiring blogs i read, good diet books i purchase, or endless hours of exercise I achieve...what it all boils down to  is ME. I HAVE TO DO THIS!  Nobody can lose my weight but me.

Today is a workout then work, first i have to clean up this damn dirty kitchen (the same one I cleaned up yesterday,blah)



April 15, 2011 (Friday)Caught on Video!

So far this week i have been on track one day! YEP..one stinking, solitary day of good eating and working out. blah!  Wanna know what I've been doing for the rest of the time?  Eating, laying in the sun & watching old Sex And The City episodes...yeah, I've been very busy....

This video shows me doing Cathe Friedrichs 4-day split series; kick box premix. Please be kind people with your comments..it takes a great deal of courage for me to blast my jiggly butt all over blogger.com!  My husband was secretly video taping me and honestly i don't mind showing it to ya'll. Yeah, I'm jiggling with every punch and I personally seem to focus on my big belly , but on the other hand, all that jiggle has a lot to do with the loose skin from losing 112lbs (thought I'd throw that in there) and that belly is what im trying to get rid of, among other things :o



I also did chalean extreme right before the kick box, then some abb work after. This was on Tuesday (i think) i had under 1600 calories that day...but i got up Wednesday and said efff it, again ***eye roll***



I think its time to pull up my big girl pants and start taking better care of myself...its hard, but I know I can do it. I have to fully commit and no more have ass stuff.

Wednesday, April 13, 2011

My First Gym Experience :)

So I got my schedule for this work week and I don't work until Saturday.. :( , im so bored. Guess I will have to find something to clean or organize. I know I will lay in the sun and get in my workouts. I'm only working three days this week...that kinda sucks. I just hope she doesn't make a habit out of it. I was suppose to work today but they called back and said that they had a change in the schedule. Its mandatory for the assistant manager to close one night a week. But did she had to take my night? :(

Anyways. I just logged in my PMS diary (sorry fellas). I started monday night, thank goodness. And my crazy major mood swing symptoms were exactly a week before so i will bring it up to my female doc the next time i go...which will be soon because my yearly is due. arg...the awful ' paper gown appointment '...ugh.

So I met my mom at her gym yesterday. I've been working out at home for the past 6 years and have never stepped one foot into the gym.

At first i was intimidated because there was nothing but men there, pumping iron and grunting. But after a few minutes i forgot about them and just worked out. I did 10 minutes on the cross-trainer, 10 minutes on the elliptical then 10 minutes on the spin bike. My legs were spent after that. I had the level's up so i could feel them.  I REALLY wanted to try out the weight machines but im doing chalean today and I need to stay committed to her. It was fun seeing my mom though...i may get a membership there...maybe. And I have to admit...it was fun showing off my skills too, teehee.  I saw a women in there doing the elliptical that looked in better shape than me but she was struggling on that thing. I was running circles around her! Part of me wanted to jump off my machine and help coach her on her's :/. I mean hey, im no expert but when your working out and talking on your cell phone something is wrong?

anyways....

Today will be some Chalean, think im on push circut 2 (third week of it) then some cardio. I may do burn intervals just because i feel like kicking a little @ss ;-)

Sunday, April 10, 2011

Need To Vent

Yesterday we went to the mall, drove around town and went home. Well we forgot to get some dog food so off were again to the local walmart and the car just stops running. Its 9:30 at night and we're on the side of the road with the flashers fashing :(. My mom comes and gets the kids, they were spending the night with her anyway...we had to call a wrecker to get the car and bring it home. Thats 65$'s we'll never see again :( .

We bought this car almost a year ago and since buying it, it has broke down four times now. It has left us stranted its last time...were fixing it and trading the sucker in. Guess its time for a newer one. We haven't had a car payment in over 7yrs...its been nice. But the party's over.

We're going to a braves game today...and honestly, i don't really care about going now. My house needs to be cleaned and I have go make damn donuts in the morning :(.

Things can always be worse right? Isn't that right?

P.S ... I apologize ahead of time if I offend anyone. But don't ever buy a Pain. In. The. Ass Cruiser...please.

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