Friday, March 11, 2011

The Only Person Who Gives Orders is BOSS!

What a FIERCE cold i just got over. Seriously, i hardly EVER get sick but this cold took over my body like a determined army and then camped out for a week. Its was the worst I felt in a -very. -long. -time. The body aches were awful and I had to work with them...i almost broke down at one point during my break at work. I kept asking for strength to get through the did come :)
My sinuses are still draining but i've got to move on now.

So, I've missed five days from Chalean extreme and the last two days those nasty night munchie cravings have come back - and i've allowed them to come back. NO MORE. Today I'm Boss! I watched Scarface recently (kick ASS movie, LOVE IT) and Tony Montana is totally right when he says " You giving ME orders? The only person who gives orders is boss " 

Here is a pic of me from about two weeks ago, i thought i looked halfway decent in it. You know, its funny - but eversince I've lost all this weight, I'm always checking myself out in mirrors, its almost like im expecting to see that fat person again. Then when i realize its me - im ok and move on.  Its been over five years and I still can't believe the way I look....guess my mind hasn't caught up with my body yet : - P .
Can you imagine how skinny I'd be if i was a few inches taller,LOL. Im 5'3  . When I look at this picture my eyes seem to focus on my thighs (rolls eyes) I have to remind myself that I've still got 15lbs that I want to lose to reach DH says take it lb by lb though. But I know what I want...wanna  be skinny ;-) but also toned.....

ON TODAY'S AGENDA: Chalean Extreme burn circuit 2 + burn it up. Then a shower, then some grocery shopping then work....Lord give me strength again ;-)

Tuesday, March 08, 2011

A New Low

Holly Crap! Thats a 3lb loss this week....i haven't loss three lbs in one week since i was very heavy, which is causing me to be suspicious - but I will take it and be thankful for now. 

For the last two days I've had body aches, fever and a stuffy head. Today is Tuesday and my last workout was on Saturday :(. I started taking some antibiotics last night and woke up feeling a lot better this morning.My eating has been great...being sick didn't stop me from getting all my calories, no real cheating. 

Im curious now to see what next weeks weigh in will be? For some reason i just don't trust this #? Maybe its because it has taken me so long to break out of the 170's?  I dunno, im the type of person that waits for something bad to happen when things are looking up...

August check-in

Morning, Are you having a good day? I hope you can say 'yes I am' cause I'm always having a good day when I'm not at work....