Good morning :)
This blog has become a retreat for me, lol. It was originally meant to be a weight loss blog, but since I started it I think I have lost about 9lbs. LOL! Oh well...
I just wanted to check in right quick before work. There are some things on my mind and I always feel better when I blog about them.
So basically, November has been a very difficult month for me. Between work / home & holidays my bad eating habits have creeped back into my life. Yesterday was the first day that I can remember eating healthy and working out. I felt so proud of myself this morning...but I haven't weighed in a very long time. Right now im going by how my pants fit, and there not tight...my muffin top is a little more visible but im sure a few days of good eating will shrink that sucker.
My feelings towards my job isn't the same anymore. I feel more pressure to be perfect, specially since my manager expects so much from me. I was told about a week ago that eventually she ( my bakery manager) won't be here and I will most likely be moving into her position. WTH? Im not even sure if I want the assistant manger position...now there considering me for bakery manager after she's gone ( and I hope she's around for a very long time). sigh...I don't know. This is the kind of things that cause my anxiety to rise through the roof. Ever since I had that first argument with my co-worker that morning I haven't felt the same. My nerves have been a wreck. So bad in fact that I contacted my doctor the other day and he prescribed a new medicine for me to start taking for anxiety. I started it yesterday...it takes about 2weeks to get into my system so no changes yet.
My husband wants me to to quit my job. He said that before I started working I didn't need any pills. And now im on three different medications :(
Anyways...off to get ready for work. Have a great Sunday :)