Saturday, May 08, 2010
So here i sit, bloated from the crap ive been eating for the past 3 days. I fell off the wagon wednesday night and it hasn't been pretty ever since. Man, I swear i will make any excuse to eat lately. My DH told me that i needed to find a hobby...maybe he's right. Ive thought about taking up knitting or something? Hopefully i will get that job offer and not have time to sit and think so much... Anyways, Im not sure what happend to me today but i have been a total WITCH all day long. I didn't want to do ANYTHING but read. But of course that wasn't happening. My period isn't for another week but i will blame it on that. I didn't even workout today...planned too but decided to host my own pity party instead. After DH left for work the kids and I decided to dance some in the living room..it helped a litte bit.
at May 08, 2010
Wednesday, May 05, 2010
I GOT A CALL BACK....yep! Guess that interview i had last friday went well on both sides because i got a call back today! I have another interview(she called it a meeting) next friday at 10am. I also had to send her some professional references. So,besides that ....nothing going on today. Got a open up a can of whoop @ss workout in today. Did BM2 by Cathe friedrich. MAN that women is like the energizer bunny, she just keeps going in this workout. In all, i did about 80 minutes of step aerobics, leg conditioning drills + upper body weights. Felt like wonder women when i was done. I wore my HRM(heart rate monitor) and burned right at 500 calories. YAYeah! Here is a link if you want to check it out http://shop.cathe.com/Body_Max_2_DVD_p/722.htm The only downside to those long workouts is that now im FRICKIN STARVING, seriously...i would eat my arm if it had hot sauce on it. I've got about 400 calories left and that SUCKS. I have a feeling I will be going over a little on my cals today, will try not too... ETA----went WAY over calories and not feeling good about it. sigh.....
at May 05, 2010
Tuesday, May 04, 2010
I woke up this morning and of course my first thought was get on the scale . So i did and it was up a lb (rolls eyes). Im doing everything i should so results will come, im not worried about it. Im also feeling good this evening because I ignored that %~*# chocolate chip ice cream that was calling me from the fridge THAT in itself is a victory. I have been struggling for so long now(over 2 & 1/2 months) trying to stay on plan so I'm really celebrating those little victories! Instead of doing a workout i mowed the lawn for 50minutes. I wore my HRM and burned 180 cals, better than nuttin So, today is day # 4 on plan :) Total calories - 1580 ___edited to add that i totally blew it at the end of the day._____
at May 04, 2010
Monday, May 03, 2010
Well, i managed to avoid the alcohol last night even with hubby having a drink. I also avoided the sweets and unhealthy foods in the house. Every time i think about eating that crap i think about how its going to make me feel and WHY I'm doing this to begin with, and its working. Im down to 178.8 this morning...that's three lbs down since Saturday, yay. Now ive got to keep going until i feel i can handle a cheat meal(which won't be until at least Saturday, i try to go seven days on plan before I allow those). Were planing on going to the beach towards the end of July. I would love to be in a size 10 by then...that's one of my goals. I also want to be in the 160's by the time the new Twilight Saga movie comes out in two months...i think those are both reasonable goals. Im hoping to hear from the medical job today. I had an interview Thursday. Im still keeping my fingers crossed. It would be perfect if i did get it...the hours are fabulous. 3-12hours shifts, nurses hours. I would LOVE to only work three days a week and still get in a lot of hours. Anyhoot, that's my update!
at May 03, 2010
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