Thursday, April 22, 2010

DAMN!

Well, its been 12days since starting this challenge and the only thing that Ive manage to accomplish is to get my workouts in (which Ive never had a problem with..its always been the eating part that keeps me from my goals.) Crap! crap,crap,crap... Today's post is called Damn because that's what i feel like saying right now! The past two weeks have really been a disappointment. I just can't seem to stay focused long enough for me to stay consistent with my eating. Lately i have been the queen of excuses.If i want it...I eat it, no thinking about it...no control whats so ever. Ive got to stop this crap before i start doing some serious damage. *sigh* It's time to stop this 'beating myself up' attitude and start thinking positive. Its time to refocus!

Wednesday, April 21, 2010

Back to SAHM again

Well, i think im over all the drama of the week. I can't think about it anymore...whats done is done and thats it...time to move on. Ive still got this challenge to finish and I intend too. Today i decided to walk Cassie for 35minutes and thats about it. Mattie came over with patpat and we visited for the afternoon. She is such a doll... Im not sure what im doing tomorrow yet, something kick ass no doubt. Ive had 1690 calories so far, thats 90 calories over my daily limit. I would LOVE to have a few shots of whiskey tonight but i guess i will pass...

Tuesday, April 20, 2010

So disappointed :(

Well, there goes that opportunity! Im kinda pissed right now. The great job that i got last week only lasted a few days :( The lady that was working there before me came back and talked to the owner and GOT HER JOB BACK! I couldn't believe when they told me, im still in shock. I can't believe that i am back to looking for a job again. I can't even explain what im feeling right now, mainly sad. I don't know all the details about her ' leave of absence' but i do know that there was some kind of disagreement of some kind between her and the owner. Anyways....there no since in thinking about it now. REALLY SUCKS!

Monday, April 19, 2010

My first full week

Ive got 15minutes before i have to leave to go to work. Its Monday at 7:45, i got up at 5am to get my workout done, then shower,got the kids up and ready for the bus then i ate breakfast & packed my lunch for the day. It feels like I've done so much already and the day just started,arg! Im not complaining! Im excited with the possibilities of this job. The extra money is really going to be nice for a change. But at the same time, i was hoping for something part time(would rather work part time) with a little less responsibilities. Do i really want this job? I feel like a have a full time job already with the kids,house, husband. Actually, my title before my 'job' was Stay at home mom! And there were days that i wanted to go inside the closet and just sit in the peace and quiet! ...ok,maybe I shouldn't complain. so, anyways. Later

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