I went to bed kinda late last night....i spent some alone time with dh watching tv, i usually go to bed around 10:30 but i stayed up close to midnight. That isn't good considering i have to get the kids up at 6:30 for school! But its so hard to go to bed when DH is home! He works the night shift and when he's off work i want to stay up with him! I hate his hours, but he has an awesome job so i have to deal with it. In these times i thank the lord every night for his job! I also include in those prayers that he gets a day shift position :-P
The past two mornings i have been going back to sleep with DH after getting the kids on the bus. Since working his night job our time together at night has been altered. I don't ever get to just lay beside him anymore in the bed and snuggle. So the last two mornings i have been. The only thing is that I wake up mid-morning in such a bad mood with nothing done around the house. No workouts done....clothes to do, yada,yada, yada!
Im a morning person...i walk my dog in the morning, get my workouts done in the morning, do house chores then too! Its hard to find a balance with his night shift job and my morning person personality!
And i hate the fact that i gave in yesterday an ordered a pizza! I even told dh to go down and get some dessert! In the back of my head i knew that i had a higher calorie day this week so i used it yesterday.... I just made up a new plan over the weekend, calorie cycling. But pizza and cake isn't exactly a healthy meal...sigh, its hard to eat healthy and have kids + a DH that still cringes at the site of my steamed veggies.
And NO, i didn't have to eat any pizza or cake but i feel so deprived when i have to smell it and then see everyone else enjoying it.... im just a big whiny pants this morning :( But i don't care! Thats what i made this blog for...to come on here an bitch about bad decisions :o
I do plan on getting in a very good workout today so maybe that will help lift my spirits a little. I plan on doing BM2 in its entirety! :O and for those that don't know what BM2 is, its a high intensity Cathe Friedrich DVD that is 90mins long. It includes step aerobics, power circuits then a total upper body strength training program. Its the ultimate workout! I will come back and edit this post when i get done with it!
YAY, FINISHED MY WORKOUT! 1:30 minutes total and burned 963 calories! YAY ME!! I didn't do that abb workout on there because i was DEAD but i can do that tomorrow! whew, glad its over! Now its time to do laundry :s