Tuesday, June 29, 2010
So, this morning i got on the scale... AGAIN! It was up another lb...AGAIN! i really need to stop weighing everyday, i think thats my problem. The past few days the scale has been creeping up. Now its up almost 3lbs :(. It makes me sad because yesterday I had extremely bad cravings during the night, fought them off and the reward i get in the morning is another lb. Its just not fair? Makes me frustrated :( I've been perfect the past 6 days... I've already ate some cookies this morning and two small donuts...all my calories for breakfast are gone...sigh. I know these feelings can't be hormonal..i still have eleven days before that starts. I just keep thinking that one day i won't have to count calories, weigh/measure and obsess over everything that i put in my mouth. One day i will be at my goal weight and can proudly say that i contoured this weight loss journey. One day i can eat a cheeseburger and not poke out my lip all day because of it. It just seems like that day is taking its sweet time to get here. Its been six days of counting and i usually wait until the seventh day to indulge a bit..i think i need a break today.